Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 11:32 PM
Hmm...
I've just read Ijam's blog and something makes me thinking. Why are some people lucky? Aiyoyo! Actually he's entry is quite interesting. But what keeps me thinking is, why isn't I'm at his shoe?? Hhaaa! I wish to hve that chance to try to get rid of my shyness. Hahahahaaa!! I dunno why lah but it seems that with girls, I'll be really shy and sumtimes may blush!!! Hahahaa!! I thin I've got to be a Matrep! So girls will be attracted. I'll complete it with a handful of tattoos and piercing everywhere! Can???? MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAA!!! OF COURSE I DON'T DO THAT!!!!!!! GOD FORBID!!!!!! I DUN WANNA WASTE GOD CREATION LIKE SOME OF YOU UNGRATEFUL HUMANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!I always believe, one day, god will answer my prayers. I know it will happen one day, but, patience is a must. I'll end this entry wih this quote cos i think its true!"Adopt the pace of nature: her secret is patience." - Ralph Waldo Emerson.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 3:00 PM

Do you believe in love after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really dont think youre strong enough, no
Do you believe in love after love?
I can feel something inside me say
I really dont think youre strong enough, no
I kept singing over and over of this Cher song! Hahaha!! I dunno why but it seems I'm addicted to it now! Actually its an old song, but, its so damn nice when Adam Lambert cover it! haha!
Going for a jog later! With him or her is yet to be confirmed! Bye!
Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
Monday!
Went jogging with Jun! I did my best to not stop my running. I'm proud of myself cos I manage not to complain and not give up instantly without putting my best effort. Sunday I jog non stop for 3 rounds at the track. Then tonight I did 5 and a quarter rounds at the park! Hahahaha!! I'm proud of it! Tomorrow target is 6 I guess! hahaha!! Why i start jog is Firstly, I've been called up for NS. I got SCDF! haha!! I'm happy with it just for now. Dunno bout the BRT. Secondly, I have my own personal stuff that keep me motivated! Its a secret!!! Hahahaa!! Ok till then.. I'm gonna jog again tomorrow night! Bye!
Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 9:29 PM
Sunday!
Great Sunday! Followed my Aunt's family to Bukit Timah. They played tennis and I jogged for like 3 rounds non stop(at least sumthing pe!!) at the track. Honestly, I'm quite bashful towards her family. Hehehe. I got my own reason. Then had lunch at Adam Rd I just follow what they ate. Hahaha! But also my favourite dish laa! Then went back to their house I slack at their house with full of guilt for like sitting the entire hour watching tv. Aiyoyo!! But Hawa crack the joke of the day!!!! She called Kuih Dadar a Kuih Dodol!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! KEKEK AH SI DIE NI!! Then her father ask for a Gayong but instead she brought a Sendok!!!!!! Muahahahaha!! Clumsy laa die ni!!! But it was a great day with their family! Hais. Terharu saya.
9:04 PM
Friday!
Yeay!! I went for street soccer! At last i cud play quite well(mcm paham jek) as a defender! Then we played "dramatically" full of fake fouls! Haha! some were diving and acting injured! haha!! FUN!FUN!FUN! Hahaha! I've been given a new name! And its Vidic!!!! hahaha!!! I'm not sure whether that's positive or negative, but, i took that as positive! hahaha! but it was seriously great evening! yeay!!
Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 4:50 PM
Monkey Heroes!!!



Hahahahahaa!! Nazmi and Dzul!!! Hahahaha!! kekek ah this two monkeys!Playing guitar hero and was like showing off! hahaha!! mcm paham jek diorg ni!
yaya ah korg! hahaha!! funny dudes!
12:27 AM
I spent 2hrs doing this new skin!!!! Oh god I never thought it was this hard!!!!! Oh shit!! Sorry! Still new at it! Hahahaha!!
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 @ 11:30 PM
Great Evening!!!!
Hahahahahahaa!! It was a great evening today! Funny one lah! I meet up with Jun and Hamizam. They are fucking late okay. I was quite pissed off actually, but, what i can't do is, why can't I get angry??????????? Hahahahahahahaahahahaa!!! I dunno why! I've been always too patient and always been giving in. Hahaha!! I dunno why lah! Then later Hadi, Zaki, Epul, Faris and Bear joined in.... Had a lot of laughter man. Actually i think the more we laugh, the more problem would ease away. Helping ijam too actually to ease the pain and erase th mind from the problems. Haha! Wonderful evening lah! Damn lots of laughters! Thanks guys!Oh god! The wind was so strong just now!! It was so damn strong! I dunno why my heart was beating fast bout it!
Nothing much to blog about today:)
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 @ 4:59 PM
Music.
I've just read this particular individual post bout music. It was more about Singapore music scene. Actually ya i agreed on some comments she brought forward but some i don't really agree. Sorry for intruding hor! But what she said are partially facts. I love music. We love music. But, do you really know what is music? Do you know how to produce music? Or even read those notes?? I bet you most of us don't even those know not excluding those musician too. Hee.. Sorry. Creating music is not just sit down play some chords, mumble craps and there you go. Your instant 2mins-ready-composed-song. I know some musician out there did that but remember they add up elements and create notes. Its not easy. Even drums had its own notes. Sorry i've to tell this actually i don't like those Mat's who seat under the void deck, strumming their own chords, so called writing shit lyrics and so called singing with feelings. Hey boys, get some life pls. if you people wanna write bout your life, pls lah eh... Some of you are not even 18 yet lah... pls lah.. you are at the climax of life like me too. We are only bout to see the real world. Our life is still young lah eh.. pls lah.
Back to this topic. What that individual try to implement is the scene here. Did said that why should the show been brought up but what i'm gonna said is that, the particular show is fun and full of musically enjoying. If i had a time machine i really wanna get back to those era's 60s, 70s, 80s and i really love the 90s man! Did you know that those particular era's has the better music scene? Its much better than now. In our time like today, i bet you 80% of recordings, did add effects to enhance those singers own voice. Seriously. If you are really a music fan, tell you what listen to some singers who did live singing and compare it with the recorded one. It has a very massive difference. Serious shit. But those who has a very2 great voice, their vocals never change EXCEPT if they were unwell, technical problems and other matters that can't be avoided.
Those old times recordings are very bad. But, those times we could see listen to their vocal clean and natural enough without effects and cover ups. Seriously they are way much better than today singers. Next it did said that SG music scene here is more prone to Rock music. I can see that she really more into hip hop and were quite shock to hear that more rock stuff are expanding here. I love all type of genres. Even baroque music. Heard that before? Ok what i hate bout music scene here is the genres are expanding so fast. I said genres not genre. Its different. I hate this because, if this particular started rock, then the next band wud start the same thing. If this particular individual start hip hop, then the next guy wud start same again. Eh come on lah! There's bloody lots of genres in this huge world!! Who says you only need to stuck onto one genre. You can even do an experimental sounds!! Come on lah! There's alot genre ut there. I love people who did cover of the original their own styles and types. But till when are you still going to do covers? Where's your own song? Don't use others music to bring up your name even though you transform it into your own version. You have no originality if you only did that.
I know its hard to composed a song. Very hard. Unless you are a maestro. But even maestro takes a long time to produce and compose one. Did you know that Gun's n Roses song November Rain took 10 years to be composed? Creating, composing, writing and producing takes alot of time and effort. But when you see these malay musicians, one thing they still yet to do. You were upset to hear that rock is more appreciated here than hip hop. But have you ever thought of promoting our own traditional music?? Ever thought that before??? If the chinese films can go to the Hollywood, if the Hindustan musics can reach to Hollywood, why can't ours get there?? Thught of that before?? To blame this is OURSELVES. WHY??? Cos we ourself don't appreciate our own music. So think bout that not once, twice or even thrice. But think that deeply. With Anugerah coming arnd the corner, can we produce our own version of Anuar Zain, Jason Mraz, Mariah Carey, Celine Dion or even Adam Lambert? This people vocals are extremely crazy. Think bout that.
I'm not a Musician. Even sucks at guitar. But this is my point of view and opinion. We can meet up and talk about this over a cup of tea if you think this is incorrect:)
Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 12:53 PM
If today was your last day...

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life....
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 12:52 AM
I need sometime on my own....
Nothing to talk about...Tired of talking about...Waste alot....Just F-king pissed off...F-king upset...F-king dissapointed...I ain't no phlegmatic...
F-king post. Bare with it.
Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 10:45 AM
Sweet Dream.....
I slept late last night... Actually planned to watch soccer... But my sleepiness take charge over me.. So there u go... Off to sleep. But woke up and MAN UTD WINS!!!! YEEEEEEHAAAAAAA!!! We're gonna face Arsenal!! Yeah!!! We'll see whats next... heheheee.OMG!!! Yesterday dream was AAAWWWWEEEEESSSSOOOOMMMMEEEEE MMMAAAANNNN!!!!!!!!!! the dream was a SUPERB, EXCITING AND LOVELY ONE!!! But after all its only a dream. My dream will never come true for sure and I don't expect it to happen. Really. Dear God, If you hear me now, please send that dream again. I want a longer "version" of that dream again." Hahahahaaaa.Ok the dream was a very sweet one. But actually there's a bad side of it. What I dreamt of yesterday is this, i was with someone that is so BEAUTIFUL. Speechless.. But its too far and within my reach. In that dream i was with her all the time. I fetch her from camp. Then we walk around this some garden with graveyard around with the full moon shine lights up the garden beautifully. Hahahaa. Okay only a dream pe... Then we were like strolling around then end up at a uncompleted hut. It was facing the sea. Then we thought of strolling by the beach but then she felt uneasy. So there's this 3 guys contractor who were chilling told us that there were Pontianak there. MUAHAHAHAHAAA!! The best part is, she was scared and i was hugging and comforting her!!! HAHAHAHAAA!! AAWWWWW..... Then we walk toward over the carpark as her fren was picking us up for a party or what lah. Something like that. We were holding hands but when both her frens came we let go off our hands. HAHAHAHAA. Then one of her fren were like suspecting something was going on. But actually.... Why her fren is suspecting that is simply because.... She already had a BOYFRIEND!!! HAHAHAHAHAAA!! to make it a twist... Her boyfriend is my FRIEND!!!!!! HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAAAAA!!!! OMG!!!! I'M SO CRUEL!!! HAHAHAHAAA!!!!OMG!!! I know its very bad. Hahahaa!! But still its so wonderful to me. Till now I can't recall who is that fren of mine. Hahahaa! But guys dun worry I won't STEAL from you people. I'm not jeopardising you people. Its not even ur gf in it. Hahahaahahaaa!! Way more beautiful. Hahahahaa!! Soorrryyyy!!! Anyway its only a dream lah. I can't wish it to be true cos its too hard and will never be. Haiyo..... But I really want that dream again...And now I tell you openly, you have my heart so don't hurt me.
You're what I couldn't find.
A totally amazing mind, so understanding and so kind;
You're everything to me
And oh, my dreams,
It's never quiet as it seems,
'Cause you're a dream to me,
Dream to me.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @ 12:55 AM
Wondering....
Out of sudden kan i think about some of my frens who got married at this point of age... Not that i want too get married, duuuhhhh.... but somehow i think they are too young to get married at this age... I dunno why they got married at this age. I personally think that at this point of age is the climax of life. Where we shud start to see the real world out there and be prepared to face it. I myself is very nervous and curious to start working. Even though I've been lectured trillion and zillion or even countless time to get a part time job since i'm waiting for that ns.. But this people... Are they ready for the real marriage world?????? Most of them are girls, but that doesn't mean they won't be affected in the future. How cud u expect ur wife to be a housewife when she herself has a very proper education and a good foundation. They can start their learning quest actually but they themselves end it before it even starts.I dun want to ask this question to them cos i myself dunno what wud happen next. I wouldn't know if i suddenly got married later. But this people... They're just my age and just about to see the real world. I'm ready to face it. Are they? I dun have my own family. They are starting their own family. I pray that they would lead a good future ahead of them. Hopefully they shine later. It might be dull now. But who knows it gets brighter later. The door to that enlightened path is still open. Hopefully they doesn't fall at the doorstep of it. I pray for you people. Seriously.And btw... THIS IS NOT A PHOTOBLOG PEOPLE...... UNDERSTAND?????
12:52 AM
I'd come for you....
Just One more moment, thats all thats needed.
Like wounded soldiers in need of healing.
Time to be honest, this time im bleeding
Please dont dwell on it, cause i didn't mean it
Monday, April 13, 2009 @ 12:56 AM
Terpesona....
I check out facebook.... guess what i saw this alluring, enticing, beautiful, pretty, pulchritudinous (oh gosh if there is other words to describe her) lady...... OMG!!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!! but i'm just building castles in the air... my goal is still too far.... hahahaaa!! it will happen on one particular day... i'll wait for sure!!! weeee~........
Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 4:51 PM
PISSED....@#$%!!!
Went rounding on wednesday.... i think its the
WORST EVER for me... it was all
LAME and
SUCKS.. i enjoyed some parts of those trips not all.. i was
PISSED over certain issues... and some bloody individual who's
SELFISH to others.. only i know who you are...... i got nothing to blog bout that trip
EXCEPT FOR THIS FUCKING PROBLEM seriously... i've go not mood at all for the trip and doesn't even feels like uploading those photos.......... it was all fake.. the prodigy is clear before the trip...
it was all
CRAPS and
SHITS......pls change
FUCKER.... Sorry dude... I really
HATE IT..!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 7, 2009 @ 11:53 PM
forget....
oh shit i forget my dad's birthday on the 6!!!!! fucking hell!! pity him cos none of us did remember his while he himself remember each of his own childrens.... omg... felt very guilty... at one point he said that man... he remember ours, we didn't remember his... shit man....
but whatever it is i love you dad!!
ur my idol...
my inspirations...
my friend...
my teacher...
last of all....
ur my no.1 Dad in the world!!
Ayah dan ibu
Itulah permulaan kami
Dapatlah melihat bulan dan
MatahariAhai...
Yang dikurniakan dari Ilahi.....
Saturday, April 4, 2009 @ 1:55 AM
This time
I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Ooh! You can't give up
When you're lookin' for a diamond in the rough
Because you'll never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holdin' on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
12:54 AM
I ain't Sleeping!
Huhuhuhuhuhuhuuhuuhuhuhuhu.... Time Check 12.55am... hahahahaa!!! I'm not sleeping now.. just too lazy to sleep right now.. dunno why... quite bored right now so i'll just post a short one will do.. i'm chatting wif Zaki just now! hahaha!! been ages ago since i met him.. i can't wait for 8th April!! Hahahaha!! Ok here's the plan actually, we're going rounding again!! Yeay!!!! So the route will be like this, firstly gonna pick up the car at Bukit Timah.. then head up to 503 gonna pick up those boys.. then we'll be heading to Jalan Kayu.. have our supper there, then head up to punggol end.. loitter around there.. then we head up to East Coast chill out at McCafe.. then to high court at the padang then finish our trip at Mr Teh Tarik.. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu!! I just can't wait!!!! Yeay! I'm gonna post bout the trip nxt week! So wait hor!! I'm going to JB at 8 later.. and can meet the little guy qiqi! huhuhuhuhuu!
Thursday, April 2, 2009 @ 2:33 PM
yesterday...
Hmmm..... yesterday spent my evenings at NUH.... My cousin got in to a terrible accident..a tragic and painful one... i still can't believe that part of his limbs got amputated.. his hand werefrom the elbow point got amputated due to the shattered bones... the accident happened on last Tuesday. What i heard was that he actually speed up on his bike like till 160km/h with a pillion behind his back. Imagine that people... Then what was said is that he actually bump onto the road divider which he was flung out from his bike. What a horridious one... and he's only 20.. just a year older me.. of course his affliction is great... i'm pity for his future man.... what will it be... haiyo.. remember people dun speed hor!!! But yesterday was quite lame actually... huhuhu... when we came he was not there.. went for some operation thing.. But eventually the ward he's warded in, is Diana's working place... Hahahahaha!!! ya.. and yesterday i was like chatting with Diana for the whole evening since she is slacking... heheheh... lazy nurse! hahahaha!! ya... telling stories about our school time.. hahahaha!! funny lah... then saw Hawa.. hahaha!! pity her for the incident!! huhuhu.. then she asked me to tag alng wif her to the pharmacy to get some stuff... that's where she complaint everything to me... hahahahaha!! wah... very kesian for her hor! i thought nursing is a great job cos u got to handle patients and be friend with them... but through her stories.. omg.... it sounds so challenging...different people has different lingo mah.... sabar ye Hawa!! hahaha!! then went home together around 9pm....Finish the day with a dinner at Mr Teh Tarik... eh the chicken chop rice is superb nice!!! Hahahahaha!! Couldn't wait for next week!! Bye people!!!
Wednesday, April 1, 2009 @ 3:37 PM
So When Will I See Your Face Again,
When Will You Touch My Life Again,
When Will I Breathe You In Again,
I Think I Love Youuu...Will I See Your Face Again?
I'm A Dreamer,
Waiting For The Sun,
When You're Coming In,
I know My Life's Begun.......